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sgatazmy I wrote an sga story yesterday. About 3.3k words and posted the same day, which is rare for me. I don't have the time to spare to write, care for kids, clean the house, and deal with the day-to-day, but if I don't write...well, that's hard, too. I wish I had so much more time to write because I truly love it and it brings me such joy.
Yesterday's story was a bit different for me. I was trying to write McDex but that wasn't really what Ronon wanted. Instead I ended up with a. story where they are both drunk and Ronon's expressing that just because he finds happiness in the current day by day, it doesn't actually relieve all the pain of what he's been through. It's a story about loss and figuring out how to hold that loss while still moving forward. I'd link it but AO3 is down.
I keep having the weirdest dreams about work. I'm not usually stressed in July thinking about the upcoming fall term. I've been assigned so much and I want to cry. I don't think I'll be able to write or do any of the multitude of other things I'm supposed to do. *sigh*
Yesterday's story was a bit different for me. I was trying to write McDex but that wasn't really what Ronon wanted. Instead I ended up with a. story where they are both drunk and Ronon's expressing that just because he finds happiness in the current day by day, it doesn't actually relieve all the pain of what he's been through. It's a story about loss and figuring out how to hold that loss while still moving forward. I'd link it but AO3 is down.
I keep having the weirdest dreams about work. I'm not usually stressed in July thinking about the upcoming fall term. I've been assigned so much and I want to cry. I don't think I'll be able to write or do any of the multitude of other things I'm supposed to do. *sigh*
