This journal is mostly SGA. I could use more people in my circle. Please feel free to add me!
I love Stargate Atlantis, Stargate SG-1, Babylon 5, Murderbot, Severance, TMNT, The Untamed, Star Trek (TOS, TNG, SNW, Lower Decks, DS9, Voy…), Red Dwarf, Psych, My Little Pony: FiM and much more.
I read just about anything these days. I don’t tend to prefer any one pairing except I do love McShep in SGA. I am partial to found family, ineffable friendship fics, feelings realization, and hurt/comfort.
I post both publicly and behind an access list. I am always happy to add more people to my circle. 18+ only please
I post my written on AO3 as Tazmy . I’ve written mostly in the SGA and Psych fandoms.
I post my podfic on AO3 as TazmyReads. Several people have kindly made podfic for my stories. Click here to find all podfics of my stories.
Blanket Statement: Creators are welcome to make work inspired by mine including podfics. Please let me know so I can enjoy your work. I love hearing other people read my stories or write something based on something I wrote. One rule: No AI please!
Of note: You are welcome to podfic anything I've already made a podfic for, including my own stories. It's always fun to hear other people's take. I especially love when people podfic my work. I get soooooo excited!
March Day 7
Mar. 18th, 2026 10:17 amIt’s been good times in SGA fandom.
Sablecain posted Shake, Rattle, and Cold (gen, fully posted, prompt: F Ice)
I finished content betaing an amazing fic that I can’t wait to link here as soon as the author posts. Seriously, it’s sooooo good and the first part of a longer season six series!
I wrote a story with the content of making a short idea longer. So I wrote a 2000 word sickfic and added on until it became it’s own McShep feelings admission/first kiss story. Heard You Kissed
Fandom seems to have dramatically slowed with kudos and comments for all which is disappointing, but oh well. I am enjoying coming here on dreamwidth. It’s nice to have community and people to talk to/write with. I’m slowly growing my circle.
I’m at work but in my car. I don’t want to go in…. But I need to. Maybe I can find time to write. I really want to.
Happy Pi Day
Mar. 14th, 2026 01:40 pmMy middle kiddo has spent the day trying to teach me the first 100 digit of pi. This is a losing battle.
However, I do have two pi day fics I've written. The first one was written 20 years ago in the math lounge when I was an undergraduate student! I revised it a few years ago. The second story was written a long time ago as well.
Pi Day - This is an uplifting story with a bit of post-Trinity backdrop. Rodney realizes the Atlantis expedition is still his family and always will be.
Alien Traditions: The Return of Pi Day - A new madness had come to Atlantis. Lured by the aroma of blueberries and bananas, one by one expedition members found their way to the commissary only to be met by a strange sight. Dressed in white hats and coats, Atlantis's senior staff, along with twenty or so scientists and soldiers, had taken to making culinary delights. Piles upon piles of pie tins covered the tables. Flour painted the floor white.
An outsider POV of the Atlantis Expedition celebrating Pi Day.
However, I do have two pi day fics I've written. The first one was written 20 years ago in the math lounge when I was an undergraduate student! I revised it a few years ago. The second story was written a long time ago as well.
Pi Day - This is an uplifting story with a bit of post-Trinity backdrop. Rodney realizes the Atlantis expedition is still his family and always will be.
Alien Traditions: The Return of Pi Day - A new madness had come to Atlantis. Lured by the aroma of blueberries and bananas, one by one expedition members found their way to the commissary only to be met by a strange sight. Dressed in white hats and coats, Atlantis's senior staff, along with twenty or so scientists and soldiers, had taken to making culinary delights. Piles upon piles of pie tins covered the tables. Flour painted the floor white.
An outsider POV of the Atlantis Expedition celebrating Pi Day.
March Day 5
Mar. 13th, 2026 09:35 pm So it's the 13th of March and somehow I'm only on day 5 entry! Whoops. But I'm here and I'm writing so that's something.
It was... a Week with a capital W and a big sigh for emphasis. But the good news is that I did manage some writing and I'm almost done with a story. Yay!
Oh, and this Sunday we get a cat. Yay!
It was... a Week with a capital W and a big sigh for emphasis. But the good news is that I did manage some writing and I'm almost done with a story. Yay!
Oh, and this Sunday we get a cat. Yay!
Blah March Day 4
Mar. 7th, 2026 06:44 pm Ooooo I'm feeling so sick today! Fairly certain I have a fever. My throat is on fire. My head hurts. I'm so tired.
But it's been a good day! I took the time to rest, look over the FTH auctions, ate homemade chicken soup, watched SGA with the discord group, took a nap, thought of fanfic and fanvids I want to create, played Catan with my kids, and talked on the phone with the rescue about a cat I want to adopt. I would have adopted them today, but I'm sick, so I can get the cat until Friday night!
Meanwhile my kids are now playing their own new version of Catan where they have turned it into a coop game but with lots of infighting and stealing... Intriguing?
I feel like I'm on fire. Blah.
But it's been a good day! I took the time to rest, look over the FTH auctions, ate homemade chicken soup, watched SGA with the discord group, took a nap, thought of fanfic and fanvids I want to create, played Catan with my kids, and talked on the phone with the rescue about a cat I want to adopt. I would have adopted them today, but I'm sick, so I can get the cat until Friday night!
Meanwhile my kids are now playing their own new version of Catan where they have turned it into a coop game but with lots of infighting and stealing... Intriguing?
I feel like I'm on fire. Blah.
March Day 2
Mar. 4th, 2026 06:14 pm Fandom Trumps Hate made a template for tracking bids so I made one that tracks all the bids on Stargate offerings: https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1LdLGAITaj89JRHg1N1lq2bPZAPmV0sQ9Y4fXTKR0VqI/edit?gid=0#gid=0
Things the last few days have been soooooo hard. I've been a sobbing mess. Blah. Does this count as a day 2 post?
Things the last few days have been soooooo hard. I've been a sobbing mess. Blah. Does this count as a day 2 post?
Bidding is open until March 7!! Come help out amazing organizations.
There are 12 Stargate entires in total
My offerings:
Offering 1: Fic. and Offering 2: Podfic
There are 12 Stargate entires in total
My offerings:
Offering 1: Fic. and Offering 2: Podfic
March Day 1
Mar. 1st, 2026 09:29 pm Look at me, coming back to write again! I managed 6 entries in February. So let's start new in March and see if I can do better in March than I did in February. Nothing like a good contest to get me going :)
AO3 has been down most of the day and I am not okay. I need my fanfic. It is a NEED. I suppose I could go to my backpack and pickup my eReader where I have a bunch of fics saved that I want to read, but that is work and steps and hard and....
Listen, AO3, I just...I need.... *sigh*
I went to the local cat lounge today and the cats were so sweet and cute and I really need the 3 year old cat that was just so full of love and love and more love.
I also need my house to magically clean itself and for the garage to stop being worked on. I want my house back!
I have had no spoons to write. I want to write. I know what to write. I just...even with time to do so...just can't. *sigh*
AO3 has been down most of the day and I am not okay. I need my fanfic. It is a NEED. I suppose I could go to my backpack and pickup my eReader where I have a bunch of fics saved that I want to read, but that is work and steps and hard and....
Listen, AO3, I just...I need.... *sigh*
I went to the local cat lounge today and the cats were so sweet and cute and I really need the 3 year old cat that was just so full of love and love and more love.
I also need my house to magically clean itself and for the garage to stop being worked on. I want my house back!
I have had no spoons to write. I want to write. I know what to write. I just...even with time to do so...just can't. *sigh*
Day 6? Does this Count?
Feb. 28th, 2026 11:23 pm Fandom Trump's Hate is happening again this year. I'm so proud of the creations I made last year and I'm excited to put my name in the bucket again. I'll be offering fic and podfic.
It's browsing time right now and then bidding time starting on the 3rd!
There are 12 Stargate entires in total, including podfic by
librarychick_94 , stories by
melagan ,
goddess47 , and Cassiope25 and more!
Offering 1: Fic. and Offering 2: Podfic
If you are interested in seeing what I made last year, here were my creations:
Accepting Me - Rodney gets an email from his sibling which send him rushing back to Earth. (future, established McShep, nonbinary character). Available as a podfic read by MalihiniMoon.
This Journey We Share - Directly follows This Second Chance at Happiness to make the series This is Our Chance. Both are short stories. Whump, Angst, Humor, Chosen Family, infirmary stay, and a Series Finale full of hope and joy. Ronon/Amelia, McShep
Podfic of Take a Chance by
cassiope25 Rodney after Quarantine dealing with self worth issues. McShep
It's browsing time right now and then bidding time starting on the 3rd!
There are 12 Stargate entires in total, including podfic by
Offering 1: Fic. and Offering 2: Podfic
If you are interested in seeing what I made last year, here were my creations:
Accepting Me - Rodney gets an email from his sibling which send him rushing back to Earth. (future, established McShep, nonbinary character). Available as a podfic read by MalihiniMoon.
This Journey We Share - Directly follows This Second Chance at Happiness to make the series This is Our Chance. Both are short stories. Whump, Angst, Humor, Chosen Family, infirmary stay, and a Series Finale full of hope and joy. Ronon/Amelia, McShep
Podfic of Take a Chance by
I am so behind with everything right now!!!!! Eeeeeep. I am drowning in work and more work and everything else. I need all the coffee. This entry is short.
Here, a McShep vs. the SGA show writers animatic on Tumblr
Here, a McShep vs. the SGA show writers animatic on Tumblr
Yay, day 4 of posting!
My writing group went really well, I think? One of my friends from the sga discord came over along with a few of my local friends. We wrote for a bit and we played a game of "Five Why's". My entry:
Five Why's: The Deviled Egg
( My entry for Five Why's )
Anyone else want to try? It can be for any fandom or original.
I had no idea the painter for our garage would be here on the weekend so I was not ready for the house to smell of paint and the heat to have to be turned off for the event. My AO3 bff neighbor offered for us to use her house, but it worked out in the end. I hope to do another group next month. Maybe keep the momentum going. Maybe even try running an online one next term when I'm less busy (anyone interested? It would be more of a "live" writing group via zoom or something. I'm in enough asynchronous writing stuff but not enough synchronous ones)
In other news, I signed myself up for Fandom Trumps Hate again. I had so much fun last year and I'm really proud of the creations I managed. Last year, thanks to very generous fandom friends, I brought in $180 with my 3 works. I do not think anything close to that will happen this time, but I'm happy to take part. It's good motivation and it does something good.
Oh! I impulsively reserved a hotel for me to go to the scifi convention Shore Leave over in Lancaster, PA in July. Lots of amazing writers will be there as well David Hewlett and Rachel Luttrell. I think I will take my middle who was very upset she didn't get to meet DH last time. I'm hoping I'll know some people going. It's so much more fun to go with people. But either way, it should be fun.
My writing group went really well, I think? One of my friends from the sga discord came over along with a few of my local friends. We wrote for a bit and we played a game of "Five Why's". My entry:
Five Why's: The Deviled Egg
( My entry for Five Why's )
Anyone else want to try? It can be for any fandom or original.
I had no idea the painter for our garage would be here on the weekend so I was not ready for the house to smell of paint and the heat to have to be turned off for the event. My AO3 bff neighbor offered for us to use her house, but it worked out in the end. I hope to do another group next month. Maybe keep the momentum going. Maybe even try running an online one next term when I'm less busy (anyone interested? It would be more of a "live" writing group via zoom or something. I'm in enough asynchronous writing stuff but not enough synchronous ones)
In other news, I signed myself up for Fandom Trumps Hate again. I had so much fun last year and I'm really proud of the creations I managed. Last year, thanks to very generous fandom friends, I brought in $180 with my 3 works. I do not think anything close to that will happen this time, but I'm happy to take part. It's good motivation and it does something good.
Oh! I impulsively reserved a hotel for me to go to the scifi convention Shore Leave over in Lancaster, PA in July. Lots of amazing writers will be there as well David Hewlett and Rachel Luttrell. I think I will take my middle who was very upset she didn't get to meet DH last time. I'm hoping I'll know some people going. It's so much more fun to go with people. But either way, it should be fun.
I forgot to post yesterday! Eeek. So that's only 2 days in a row. Maybe, instead, I should just count how many I manage in a week?
I haven't read or written much. SGA fanfic lately has mostly not caught my attention, despite being what I crave. I went back and reread my own because I guess I write stories to be able to read what I can't find. This one was A Good Enough Timeline.
( Babbling about my own fic )
I may be reading in order to avoid writing. But tonight is my writing group! I'm excited and hopeful I can finally manage another chapter of my story.
Let's see what else?
I gotta clean the house. Eeeeeek. This will not be easy.
On the reading front, I think a lot of reasons I'm struggling to read the current fics coming out, is a lot of them are using a passive voice. I want to offer some of them to be a beta, but I don't think that would come off well. I think in the past that I didn't care as much, but now it's just so hard to read past that. I also struggle to read most works shorter than 1k words because I just can't get into the scene enough to be there. At least I am getting to beta a fantastic story right now. In fact...I think I'll go do that right now.
I haven't read or written much. SGA fanfic lately has mostly not caught my attention, despite being what I crave. I went back and reread my own because I guess I write stories to be able to read what I can't find. This one was A Good Enough Timeline.
( Babbling about my own fic )
I may be reading in order to avoid writing. But tonight is my writing group! I'm excited and hopeful I can finally manage another chapter of my story.
Let's see what else?
I gotta clean the house. Eeeeeek. This will not be easy.
On the reading front, I think a lot of reasons I'm struggling to read the current fics coming out, is a lot of them are using a passive voice. I want to offer some of them to be a beta, but I don't think that would come off well. I think in the past that I didn't care as much, but now it's just so hard to read past that. I also struggle to read most works shorter than 1k words because I just can't get into the scene enough to be there. At least I am getting to beta a fantastic story right now. In fact...I think I'll go do that right now.
Day two! I'm writing here again. Yay. I remembered. See Dreamwidth is really hard for me to remember. It's not like Discord that gives me reminders it exists. Dreamwidth is in the drawer I only remember to open when I realize it's been forever since I've opened that drawer.
So what am I up to?
I'm betaing an amazing story and so excited to get to beta it.
I'm still working on Deep Down Below and I think I finally have the next chapter in my mind worked out. It is so not at all like the original chapter...whoops.
I keep meaning to remember to read books. Like actual books that aren't fanfiction. I mostly forget books exist. I have several books I really want to read and I start them, but then I forget they exist. I am enjoying reading to my youngest. We are reading The Vanderbeekers of 41st Street. It's a kids novel about a family getting evicted and the kids trying to convince the grumpy landlord to let them stay. Neither of my older kids would read the book with me, so I'm excited to read it now.
My eldest is reading Murderbot. She's fairly far into the series and I just now finished book two. At first she didn't like it, but the whole series has grown on her.
So anyway, I did it. I wrote. I'm here! Yay.
So what am I up to?
I'm betaing an amazing story and so excited to get to beta it.
I'm still working on Deep Down Below and I think I finally have the next chapter in my mind worked out. It is so not at all like the original chapter...whoops.
I keep meaning to remember to read books. Like actual books that aren't fanfiction. I mostly forget books exist. I have several books I really want to read and I start them, but then I forget they exist. I am enjoying reading to my youngest. We are reading The Vanderbeekers of 41st Street. It's a kids novel about a family getting evicted and the kids trying to convince the grumpy landlord to let them stay. Neither of my older kids would read the book with me, so I'm excited to read it now.
My eldest is reading Murderbot. She's fairly far into the series and I just now finished book two. At first she didn't like it, but the whole series has grown on her.
So anyway, I did it. I wrote. I'm here! Yay.
i want to try writing entries daily and see how it helps my mood and how I think about things. I bet it will last maybe two or three days, but I'd like to try for a six day streak. I can do it? Maybe?
I'm still somehow working on Deep Down Below. Seriously? Why is it taking so long. The story was already written 20. years aog! It wasn't supposed to be a current WIP? But I do think the new story is a hell of a lot better than the old one and I want to do it right. Four chapters left. I can do it!
I'm feeling exhausted even though I'm working less. It feels like very area of my life wants attention, but I want to put my attention into writing and reading instead. I've decided I'm just going to have to find time, because without writing and reading...well...life isn't as good without. I've come to a point where fandom is a lot of my joy.
I'm hosting another AO3 writing group in person this Saturday. Every time I mention this to people, they all seem surprised I know enough people to invite to such an event. I suppose I am lucky. I know a few podficcers in person...who I met in person before I knew they did podfic. I know several fic writers, too, in person. So an AO3 group makes sense. I'd much rather socialize with AO3 folks anyway than a lot of people who I don't seem to have much in common with.
I've been lonely. It's strange how in a group of people or while doing activities that I can be so lonely, but I am. Maybe the AO3 group will help. Maybe I just need people around me to not always be upset. Maybe I need to not always feel the crushing weight of everything. Maybe I just need to write and eat and be merry or whatnot.
So how are you all?
I'm still somehow working on Deep Down Below. Seriously? Why is it taking so long. The story was already written 20. years aog! It wasn't supposed to be a current WIP? But I do think the new story is a hell of a lot better than the old one and I want to do it right. Four chapters left. I can do it!
I'm feeling exhausted even though I'm working less. It feels like very area of my life wants attention, but I want to put my attention into writing and reading instead. I've decided I'm just going to have to find time, because without writing and reading...well...life isn't as good without. I've come to a point where fandom is a lot of my joy.
I'm hosting another AO3 writing group in person this Saturday. Every time I mention this to people, they all seem surprised I know enough people to invite to such an event. I suppose I am lucky. I know a few podficcers in person...who I met in person before I knew they did podfic. I know several fic writers, too, in person. So an AO3 group makes sense. I'd much rather socialize with AO3 folks anyway than a lot of people who I don't seem to have much in common with.
I've been lonely. It's strange how in a group of people or while doing activities that I can be so lonely, but I am. Maybe the AO3 group will help. Maybe I just need people around me to not always be upset. Maybe I need to not always feel the crushing weight of everything. Maybe I just need to write and eat and be merry or whatnot.
So how are you all?
Dropping in
Jan. 24th, 2026 08:00 am Hi everyone!! It's been....a while. I keeps seeing the snowflake challenge going around and I think I should join, but I guess I'm not really sure how it works. Do you have to sign up? Do you have to do every day? Obviously, I already missed most of it.
My life continues to get more and more difficult but there is some good mixed in with all the bad. It's made it hard to write, which is sad because writing is what keeps me happy. I did manage to write a story for the Secret Santa on my sga discord, though, so that's great. Only something went weird with the bot and it seems to have assigned multiple people the same person, lol. As an organizer, I know it was me assigned at first and I think I know how it got mixed up, but it's still hilarious.
Story is either gen or established McShep so I tagged it as both / and & to let both audiences know the story would work for them. Once again, humor. There's something about humor that works well for me when times are hard. I haven't written much in Deep Down Below because I'm right where I just killed off Teyla and Rodney and I'm supposed to write John's grief before he goes into the depths of hell to bring them back, but that doesn't sit right with me dealing with my dad getting hit by a car, the accident my mom had, bad news on other fronts, and stuff that's just...not the mindset to deal with that story right now. I could post it as written, but I've edited the entire tone of the story and made it so much better. I don't want to give up on it.
So my recent story that is gen or established McShep is:
Zero Days Since McKay's Last Injury
Rodney's minions try to save him from himself. 1500 words. Humor.

My life continues to get more and more difficult but there is some good mixed in with all the bad. It's made it hard to write, which is sad because writing is what keeps me happy. I did manage to write a story for the Secret Santa on my sga discord, though, so that's great. Only something went weird with the bot and it seems to have assigned multiple people the same person, lol. As an organizer, I know it was me assigned at first and I think I know how it got mixed up, but it's still hilarious.
Story is either gen or established McShep so I tagged it as both / and & to let both audiences know the story would work for them. Once again, humor. There's something about humor that works well for me when times are hard. I haven't written much in Deep Down Below because I'm right where I just killed off Teyla and Rodney and I'm supposed to write John's grief before he goes into the depths of hell to bring them back, but that doesn't sit right with me dealing with my dad getting hit by a car, the accident my mom had, bad news on other fronts, and stuff that's just...not the mindset to deal with that story right now. I could post it as written, but I've edited the entire tone of the story and made it so much better. I don't want to give up on it.
So my recent story that is gen or established McShep is:
Zero Days Since McKay's Last Injury
Rodney's minions try to save him from himself. 1500 words. Humor.

Reflection
Dec. 7th, 2025 12:25 pmOver the last week, I’ve been reflecting on communication styles and how people often hold back what they really mean to say. I’m so tired of this, especially in regards to parent relationships with other parents. So I tried something new. I just started asking “I can’t tell if you mean this or this” and ask for clarification even when awkward. Like “My son wants a playdate but I can’t tell if your son does or is actually busy. It’s okay either way but it would help me to know which you mean.” or “I enjoy having coffee with you. I can’t tell if you want to just hang out for playdates or if you are up for a deeper friendship. Can you please clarify?”
This has been so freeing! Instead of “guessing” if I am being locked out, I’m inviting gentle honesty. So far people have been honest after that and it has kept me from either pursuing a friendship that isn’t really going to happen or feeling unsure on an interaction that was actually mutually positive.
This has been so freeing! Instead of “guessing” if I am being locked out, I’m inviting gentle honesty. So far people have been honest after that and it has kept me from either pursuing a friendship that isn’t really going to happen or feeling unsure on an interaction that was actually mutually positive.
My Alphabet of Stories
Nov. 12th, 2025 04:50 pmBorrowed from
brumeier
Everyone seems to be doing this meme so why not! Go to your AO3 page and choose "sort by title", then pick one fic per letter of the alphabet (A and The don't count as first words) and make a list. Post how many letters out of 26 you managed.
I managed a lot more letters than I might have expected! I added two stories not on AO3 to fill in the K and L. I am only missing Q, X, Y, Z.
( My alphabet of stories. )
Everyone seems to be doing this meme so why not! Go to your AO3 page and choose "sort by title", then pick one fic per letter of the alphabet (A and The don't count as first words) and make a list. Post how many letters out of 26 you managed.
I managed a lot more letters than I might have expected! I added two stories not on AO3 to fill in the K and L. I am only missing Q, X, Y, Z.
( My alphabet of stories. )
Sick and Story
Oct. 26th, 2025 11:06 amYesterday was the most sick I think I've ever been. I couldn't even get on my phone for more than 15 minutes without falling asleep. I slept basically the whole day and then through the night. After a nine hour sleep, I figured I'd be awake. But nope, fell asleep after 15 minutes on my phone again. :(
But now I'm rested, I think, and actually moving!
In all of that, I managed to post a story for
spook_me ! Yay. I think of it as McShep but people can easily read it as gen: Thumping, Screeching, Prowling
VendyAbby wrote me a story that feels like chicken soup in sick form: Surprise (sickfic, gen)
But now I'm rested, I think, and actually moving!
In all of that, I managed to post a story for
VendyAbby wrote me a story that feels like chicken soup in sick form: Surprise (sickfic, gen)
Writing and Reading Updates
Oct. 22nd, 2025 08:48 pmJust when I thought fandom was slowing down, all the stories are coming out. Maybe it's something to do with October?
nottasha is posting the third installment of her Ghosts story: Ghosts Vanishing into the Vaporous Void. (Written for the new challenge to write a spooky story with three Vs) gen
Tipper (
tippergreen ) wrote me a story for way back in the GenMayathon but it's 30 k words instead of 1k so just got finished. I'm ecstatic and loving the fic so far! gen Found (Bookend to Missing)
I'm working on my revision of Deep Down Below and it's basically becoming its own new story at this point. It's a lot of fun to write and thousands of times better than it was. I think my usual readers have mostly left fandom and I find myself still mostly writing for myself. ngl, it's kinda depressing because I like writing with community and I also feel I have a really good story I'm posting. Changing the narration has really opened a lot of doors for the characters and better hurt/comfort (as well as more John caring for his team). The story is gen but I might end up throwing in some John/Rodney hints and make it more ambiguous. Or hell, maybe even not ambiguous given the ending is the most I've ever had John go to save Rodney in any fic I've written. Like....wow, John, that was....far. And if I only have a handful of readers, maybe they won't care if I switch the tags so there's some McShep at the end anyway, especially if it's just at the end.
Thankfully I always have Cassiope25 and Mas_Sharp to keep me going :)
Oh! I did write a gen story after Trinity that takes a completely different turn than any Trinity story I've read. That one does actually seem to have some readers, which was a nice distraction. I wrote about Woolsey coming to talk to Elizabeth about the way she yelled at Rodney where everyone could hear. Blame to Share (gen). And that was great because....
Mas_Sharp liked the sandbox I created enough to write their own story. This time with John. Then, they liked it enough to write another installment, this one with snaked!Caldwell and his POV. It's now a collaboration series and I'll be writing Rodney's view. Cass might even write Radek's view. It's a completely different take on Trinity than most of the stories out there for sure and it's fun to have people inspired by my stories!
Person life right now is.... a lot. It's a lot of crisis mode right now. I lean into fandom whenever it feels that way. Maybe that's why I'm feeling the loneliness of people so not into my current longer story. (Which is probably why my posting has dropped from a goal of daily to now weekly. Motivation...ooooof)
Tipper (
I'm working on my revision of Deep Down Below and it's basically becoming its own new story at this point. It's a lot of fun to write and thousands of times better than it was. I think my usual readers have mostly left fandom and I find myself still mostly writing for myself. ngl, it's kinda depressing because I like writing with community and I also feel I have a really good story I'm posting. Changing the narration has really opened a lot of doors for the characters and better hurt/comfort (as well as more John caring for his team). The story is gen but I might end up throwing in some John/Rodney hints and make it more ambiguous. Or hell, maybe even not ambiguous given the ending is the most I've ever had John go to save Rodney in any fic I've written. Like....wow, John, that was....far. And if I only have a handful of readers, maybe they won't care if I switch the tags so there's some McShep at the end anyway, especially if it's just at the end.
Thankfully I always have Cassiope25 and Mas_Sharp to keep me going :)
Oh! I did write a gen story after Trinity that takes a completely different turn than any Trinity story I've read. That one does actually seem to have some readers, which was a nice distraction. I wrote about Woolsey coming to talk to Elizabeth about the way she yelled at Rodney where everyone could hear. Blame to Share (gen). And that was great because....
Mas_Sharp liked the sandbox I created enough to write their own story. This time with John. Then, they liked it enough to write another installment, this one with snaked!Caldwell and his POV. It's now a collaboration series and I'll be writing Rodney's view. Cass might even write Radek's view. It's a completely different take on Trinity than most of the stories out there for sure and it's fun to have people inspired by my stories!
Person life right now is.... a lot. It's a lot of crisis mode right now. I lean into fandom whenever it feels that way. Maybe that's why I'm feeling the loneliness of people so not into my current longer story. (Which is probably why my posting has dropped from a goal of daily to now weekly. Motivation...ooooof)
Podfic of I Sometimes Wonder Series
Sep. 19th, 2025 08:19 pm I did it! I finally finished Tipper (
tippergreen )'s I Sometimes Wonder Series. OMG that was so much work, but so worth it. 4 hours and 19 minutes!
Mific was kind enough to collate the parts into one single mp3.
Tipper really knocked it out of the part with this McShep series. Seriously, it's so good. Teen rated and so much drama with John trying to sort himself out after Rodney says he sometimes wonders what it would be like to kiss him.
Mific was kind enough to collate the parts into one single mp3.
Tipper really knocked it out of the part with this McShep series. Seriously, it's so good. Teen rated and so much drama with John trying to sort himself out after Rodney says he sometimes wonders what it would be like to kiss him.