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I’m really annoyed at how my words get cut off in my Stop Talking! podfic.  I was using noise gate on garage band then and didnt realize how bad it was until I tried listening to it in the car. Since this fic means so much to me and I can’t seem to stop going back to it, I want to
go back and record it with audacity and noise reduction.  It feels overwhelming to rerecord though.  My lemons fic needs similar revision.

What is it about Stop Talking! that I keep going back to it over and over? I honestly feel that it’s the best piece of writing I have ever done and a lot of that was due to my awesome betas. I also feel like it encompasses everything I ever wanted to say about Rodney and how he could not be okay after so much death and strife. I never thought I would write a “suicidal Rodney” fic but I did and I love it and I treasure it like a precious lovey.  Is that weird?

Music for Rodney was posted as its own story as a gift for WonkyElk, but in my mind it’s actually a sequel to Stop Talking!  I think I want to write more in this universe, focused  on the healing now that Rodney decided to get help and admit his struggles.

Anyway, I’m so glad to be back to writing and so excited for stories I’m really proud of even months after writing. 

Details:  Stop Talking! is a sga fic where Rodney is forced to share his darkest thoughts and accept help. It includes Rodney/John/Jennifer.  

I’m especially proud of this beginning (no pairing in this excerpt)

( Opening to Stop Talking! )