sgatazmy

I started posting my soulfic now that it is all written. I think chapter 1 is one of the best chapters I have ever written. I can’t believe my tag list given what I normally write: suicidal thoughts, non-consensual drug use, John/Rodney/Jennifer, and even one-sided Lorne/Sheppard.

Lorne really got to me with this fic. I never paid much attention to him but he took a fairly large role here and now he’s really grown on me! The way he interacts with McKay is is especially heartwarming to me.

I am worried no one will read this 26,000 word fic but I am hoping some will give it a chance.

Title: Stop Talking!
Chapter 1: Talking
Description: Rodney knew better than to activate the Ancient counseling device. Now he’s been drugged and compelled to tell his innermost secrets to those near him, but his secrets turn out to be much darker than anyone expected.

TW: Suicidal thoughts but no attempts and a hopeful ending.

Pairings: Starts Rodney/John and Rodney/Jennifer but moves to John/Rodney/Jennifer

Response to the SGA fanart only birthday bash for the prompt “This could go two ways…”

In this fic (1) Rodney needs to declare his love for John and admit to his darkest thoughts or (2) the device will destroy him.

More tags: Feelings realization, first kiss

https://archiveofourown.org/works/51736738