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Ugh, migraine #3 this week. I want to cry.

How are you all? I am okay other than the migraine. I am swamped with work and feeling stressed for sure. But at least I am trying to find time to write.

My latest story is silly but filled with good advice: Take more naps.

Its a preship McShep with feelings admission at the end but the main focus is actually just Rodney is a bit crazy after a week of no sleep. So he calls an early morning meeting to discuss that they need more naps in order to commit fewer war crimes.

More Cuddles, Less War Crimes

Quote: “Let me get this straight,” John scoffed. “You stayed up for a whole week trying to solve this, clearly not sleeping at all, just to come to the conclusion we should all take naps? And you were so impressed by this revelation that you called an emergency 0500 meeting on our team’s day off?”

I posted three stories recently but two of them are for exchanges and are anonymous until revealed. One is gen and one is not.

One story revealed a few days ago. I wrote complete and absolute lunacy! As in…ludicrous. Bonkers. Wacko. I wrote: A fic about a mini demon trapped in Elizabeth's room that burps out Stargates and also farts a lot. It’s completely ridiculous. My friend already made a podfic for it but it hasn’t been posted yet.

It’s gen (unless you choose to read it as preship Elizabeth/Ronon).

Check it out, if you dare. Please do not take seriously. Elizabeth’s Pet Demon

space is floating by as a mini demon with dragon wings spins around in circles

space is floating by as a mini demon with dragon wings spins around in circles

I am just loving the Tumblr discussion right now about Trinity. Honestly, I was so done reading all the angst ridden Trinity fics out there whether they took John’s side or Rodney’s, but it seems we all were missing the most important part:

John teleported himself into the ocean!!!!!

All because he was trying to act cool and smug.

I realize that most likely it just takes him to the closest teleport closet (which could be fun if it is the flooded part of the city), but just the possibility John ended up with such instant Karma is so much fun to consider.

Being on all the Trinity fics on this especially with BAMF Atlantis

And Now Mas Sharp gave us a wonderful ficlet to consider this.

https://www.tumblr.com/massharp1971/738859516861595648/logicgunn-massharp1971-cammitchell?source=share

I started posting my soulfic now that it is all written. I think chapter 1 is one of the best chapters I have ever written. I can’t believe my tag list given what I normally write: suicidal thoughts, non-consensual drug use, John/Rodney/Jennifer, and even one-sided Lorne/Sheppard.

Lorne really got to me with this fic. I never paid much attention to him but he took a fairly large role here and now he’s really grown on me! The way he interacts with McKay is is especially heartwarming to me.

I am worried no one will read this 26,000 word fic but I am hoping some will give it a chance.

Title: Stop Talking!
Chapter 1: Talking
Description: Rodney knew better than to activate the Ancient counseling device. Now he’s been drugged and compelled to tell his innermost secrets to those near him, but his secrets turn out to be much darker than anyone expected.

TW: Suicidal thoughts but no attempts and a hopeful ending.

Pairings: Starts Rodney/John and Rodney/Jennifer but moves to John/Rodney/Jennifer

Response to the SGA fanart only birthday bash for the prompt “This could go two ways…”

In this fic (1) Rodney needs to declare his love for John and admit to his darkest thoughts or (2) the device will destroy him.

More tags: Feelings realization, first kiss

https://archiveofourown.org/works/51736738

I haven’t slept well in 11 days. Many nights I am only asleep for 1-2 hours at a time. It feels like torture and I want to cry.

But I am now 20,000 words into my fic and I think I see the end….I hope.

This fic is so heavy, too. I feel like Rodney is writing it for me and when he gets to the part where he has to explain why he is struggling, I just about lost it. I cries so hard for him.

I realized this fic is my response to all the shortcomings in the show from making jokes of things that really aren’t jokes to dark, immoral answers that are just not okay (spacing Elizabeth!). My side characters keep telling me they have something to say, and now there are awkward side passages that should feel awkward because it’s hard to be on the side when someone is really hurting and you just don’t know how to help.

So I set out to write something funny and Rodney said: No, it’s actually trauma.

When I wrote chapter 1 I tried so hard to keep deleting the darkest undertones but Rodney said no. He had something to say and it would not be deleted.

I can’t wait for this to be done.

I did it! This is finally done and I’m really hoping people will read it, more than I’ve hoped for any other fic in my life. I spent months revising and making better this old humor fic of mine that features a monster turtle, merpeople, and an insanity virus. It used to be a well-loved series (for me) and now it’s a single cohesive whole as one story with a NEW epilogue full of McShep feelings realization.

Want Rodney as a mad scientist attacking Marines with mini robots? Or what about a new pet turtle causing havoc all over the city?

I worked so hard on this and would love to share the squee with anyone else who might enjoy it. it is first person (which I never write), but I hope you’ll give it a chance anyway.

(turtle picture in story is art by Sholio)

Note: This version has mild hints of McShep now in chapters 1-4 and chapter 5 is completely new and all McShep feelings realization.

Title: George the Turtle Adventure Series
Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
Author: Tazmy
Description: Rodney helps John escape the infirmary. Rodney contracts an insanity virus, telepathically communicates with merpeople, and makes a pet of a monster turtle.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/51182146/

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.I have hunted all day through stargate atlantis fanfics that fill in the missing scenes on Miller’s Crossing. Especially when Rodney tells John he wants to feed *himself* to the Wraith in order to save his sister. The scene switches quickly to John’s completely dark and disturbing solution to save Rodney but it never shows us what happens as Rodney leaves the room after fulling admitting his intentions to John to essentially off himself. I have so many thoughts…

Did John really not try to stop him from leaving the room?

Where is Ronon in the between scenes?

How did John distract Rodney long enough to enact his plan?

Why did the guards let it happen?

Did John fully realize his obvious feelings for Rodney? Because even as someone who often reads everything as gen, Sheppard so clearly has feelings for Rodney and it is extremely clear in this episode.

Am I going to have to write? So far none of the fics I have seen have completely satisfied the scenes I need to see. I did find an old fic of mine that deals with the later aftermath. I think it’s time to finally expand on it.

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