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Con Stuff:

 I'm exhausted.  I need to start pulling myself together and get my classes ready for the subs when I head off to Basingstoke. I am soooo seriously excited. I did a zoom call with several people going, including some of my favorite authors, and I think that went okay?  I suspect I talked too much which is my usual issue. It was fun, though, and they were all such lovely people that I get to meet soon!

Fic wise:
  • I was surprised and happy to see that my fic, Festering Wounds, Hurting Souls, Loving Hearts got rec'd on stargateficrec. That doesn't happen too much for me. In fact, in my 18 years of writing SGA, I only have one other fic that got rec'd there.  The good news is this means this fic is creeping up on 100 kudos which makes me all kinds of happy as I only have one other fic above 100 kudos (it's like an achievement score in my eyes) I only wrote it a few months ago.  To think I almost deleted it after it was up for a day or two because I was unsure about it...

  • Which reminds me, I need to make my recs on stargateficrec. I'm doing humor this month and I have a fairly good idea which ones I want to rec if I can just remember to actually do so.


  • Working still on this fic with [personal profile] cassiope25 that we've been on since November. It's starting to come together and it's fun and different. [personal profile] tippergreen is kindly giving us some much needed help/background to pull our story together. Except for writing with my neighbor, this is my first collaboration fic and it's been a learning experience. I think I'm learning a lot and it's made me think about how much I want to do more collaborations and learn from even more people. I know I've learned a lot from [personal profile] cassiope25  and my neighbor with just a few short months of working together.

  • I also have a few fic ideas in my head. My middle child  and I came up with a great idea that I think needs to be a fic: Ancient School books.  Learning to read from Ancient early readers.  Aesop's Fables, only with twisted Ancient morals like: "It is better to let your seed planet go than risk losing ascension."  I was thinking of calling it "The Ancient's Guide to Questionable Morals, abridged kid's edition."
sgatazmy: Rodney covered in bleeding bandages. Drawing. Has wings. (McKay)
Why am I up late?  Because I can’t stop thinking about this fic I started writing back in October and I’m still only 13,000 words in.  

I just cannot figure out how the Atlantis command structure works and it’s driving me insane!  I keep going back to Adrift where Rodney refuses to follow John’s orders to shutdown the replicators. Even if I agree with Rodney, it makes no sense that simple apology was enough.  He activated nanites and risked REPLICATORS!  Elizabeth ended up a prisoner of Oberoth.  Seriously.  This is a big deal!

Where are all my Adrift fics????

I am writing one with a friend.  But it’s hard and taking me forever.
sgatazmy: Rodney covered in bleeding bandages. Drawing. Has wings. (McKay)
Basingstoke Comic Con is in a month.  Eeeeeeeeek.  I have meet and greets with Joe Flannigan and David Hewlett and Paul McGuillian. I have the stargate pass.  I didn’t get anything with Momoa because he is too expensive for everything.

But my biggest freak out is that I know so many internet friends going.  You all are going to see just how annoying/odd I can be, lol.   

Last one

Apr. 1st, 2024 05:49 pm
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Except for a few stragglers I probably won’t migrate, I moved my last old story to AO3.  It’s still gen and only mildly revised.  This one takes place right after the Hive.

My daughter provided new artwork for the end of the story.

Doctor’s Orders

 

Some links

Mar. 31st, 2024 10:24 am
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I made a podfic of NotTasha’s Stupid Stuff (gen) which is one of my favorite stories of hers and focuses on Ronon and Rodney.  


Tipper wrote a new short fic that is crazy good and…..McShep?  This is her first venture from gen and it’s…wow.  So worth reading.
 I Sometimes Wonder by Tipper (McShep, feelings realization, rated teen, just one brief sort of kiss) [personal profile] tippergreen

 


WonkyElk wrote ME a short gen John & Rodney friendship fic where Rodney has a breakdown and it is soooooo good.  I just love it! WonkyElk is easily one of the best writers in fandom, IMHO.  Hold Me While I Break by [personal profile] wonkyelk

 
 

[personal profile] nottasha

  wrote a new gen story. This one is so cool, especially the details in the last chapter that bring it to life.  Matter of Time by NotTasha


MasSharp wrote a John stuck in a time loop with ADHD.  This one is McShep and rated M.  I beta read for Mas for the first time and this fic so resonates with me. Well worth the read.  Loopy


And in case you missed it, I wrote this humor story with art by anonymous. McShep, Teen, humor.  That’s Not What I Heard



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OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!   Basingstoke just announced Momoa!!!!!

Too bad his prices completely price me out of anything with him.  I’m guessing his autograph doesn’t even come with the Stargate VIP package.

Is it just me or is something up?  I mean I know it is the 20th anniversary but they now have like everyone from SGA at this con, including Caldwell, Weir, and Ford’s actors.  It feels like…they are gearing up for an announcement. I know before the writer's strike there was lots of talk about a big one coming?  And while RDA and Tapping and Walter’s actor are going, it seems this con is heavily SGA focused.  But I highly doubt anything new SGA would be happening.

I also thought Momoa refuses to do cons with Hewlett since the big argument they had at a con?  But Momoa did get Hewlett his role on See and they seem to have made up by now so maybe Momoa is more okay going to cons with him.

 
sgatazmy: Rodney covered in bleeding bandages. Drawing. Has wings. (whump)
 I wrote this for [personal profile] cassiope25  and I am so insanely excited about the artwork anonymous made for it.  So excited, I made some of it my icon. I went all out manic writing this, including so many of Cass's and my favorite tropes. It's short, dialogue only, which is not usually my thing these days, but why not? It's all gossip outsider POV so I think it's all good.

There's not much to talk about the process on this one. I just listed out Cass's favorite things and then tried to encompass them in the most ludicrous ways possible. 

No real warnings here, but there are tentacle monster jokes...

More artwork inside.

Rodney covered in bleeding bandages. He has horns and wings. He doesn't look happy.

Title: That's Not What I Heard

Rating: Teen

Genre: Humor, Whump

Summary: Underlings gossip, giving ridiculous explanations for what happened to Dr. McKay and why he's covered in bandages. Includes art.

Relationships: McShep (not admitting feelings, idiots in love)

Characters: Rodney, John, Team, Original Characters, some Sentient Atlantis



Thoughts

Mar. 23rd, 2024 06:47 am
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I am assured my podfics are fine and don’t need rerecording.  That’s good to know. I am, after all, a compulsive revisor.

I seem to be in a writing pause now. This isn’t surprising given how much I wrote since August. It is annoying, however.  I have a collaboration fic that needs to get finished and I really want to write the sequel soon to More Cuddles, Less War Crimes. Blanket forts are sure to make for a fun fic. But every time I sit down to write, the words fail me. 


How are you all doing?

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I’m really annoyed at how my words get cut off in my Stop Talking! podfic.  I was using noise gate on garage band then and didnt realize how bad it was until I tried listening to it in the car. Since this fic means so much to me and I can’t seem to stop going back to it, I want to
go back and record it with audacity and noise reduction.  It feels overwhelming to rerecord though.  My lemons fic needs similar revision.

What is it about Stop Talking! that I keep going back to it over and over? I honestly feel that it’s the best piece of writing I have ever done and a lot of that was due to my awesome betas. I also feel like it encompasses everything I ever wanted to say about Rodney and how he could not be okay after so much death and strife. I never thought I would write a “suicidal Rodney” fic but I did and I love it and I treasure it like a precious lovey.  Is that weird?

Music for Rodney was posted as its own story as a gift for WonkyElk, but in my mind it’s actually a sequel to Stop Talking!  I think I want to write more in this universe, focused  on the healing now that Rodney decided to get help and admit his struggles.

Anyway, I’m so glad to be back to writing and so excited for stories I’m really proud of even months after writing. 

Details:  Stop Talking! is a sga fic where Rodney is forced to share his darkest thoughts and accept help. It includes Rodney/John/Jennifer.  

I’m especially proud of this beginning (no pairing in this excerpt)

Opening to Stop Talking! )

Art!

Mar. 20th, 2024 09:53 am
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My amazing 13-year-old wants to be a graphic designer.  So I got her to design a shirt for me for the con. This is the back.


The front has Tazmy written in Ancient.



She’s doing one for at least one other person (for a small fee). I am so excited!
sgatazmy: Rodney with the word genius. (geinus)
First, writing update:

I’m still enjoying writing SGA.  I just have too many ideas. I think several will eventually come together into one big story.

I finally joined in on the [community profile] sga_saturday  community and posted a short response to the prompt:  unfinished.  It’s gen (Teyla & Rodney friendship).  Fresh Air and Coffee.

I think this is a good way to write without much pressure since it’s just 500 to 2000 word responses to a prompt in a welcoming, kind community. I definitely want to do more of these 

Second: Con!!!!!!!

It seems a huge number of sga fandom folks as well as most of the cast of SGA will be at Baskingstoke Comic Con.  So many people I interact with online will be there. My husband says I should go so I’m just waiting on word from my boss. I can’t believe I’m thinking of going but it should be so fun.  What a great way to celebrate the 20th anniversary!  David, Joe, Rachel, Rainbow, RDA, and Amanda will be there along with others.  Its a small con with only 2800 attendees and small meet and greets for the actors.  And so many of my favorite writers and fandom people will be there!

Pi Day

Mar. 10th, 2024 10:13 pm
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 I have so many fond memories of Pi Day.

It's a holiday I always look forward to. This year we are going to have a party with the neighbors. Any excuse to eat pie, right?  

For those not in the US: Here we celebrate Pi on March 14 because we write our dates different than the rest of the world. We write the month first then the day.  So 3.14. Thus the geeks all eat Pi and act crazy. It's also Einstein's birthday.

When I was a postbaccalaureate and then masters student studying math, I remember the Pi Day celebrations in the math lounge. We sang silly songs, ate pie, and generally laughed ourselves silly. I truly treasure those days.

In 2006 when I was in the math lounge and just starting into writing Stargate fanfic, I wrote a Pi Day fic. I remember everyone in the lounge throwing out ideas to include. I had to write quickly before Pi Day ended, so I posted without a beta. Thankfully, the response was really positive despite the remaining typos.

The story, looking back, was seriously saccharine and in need of revisions. The underlying idea, however, still called to me. So my quest these last few days was to bring this story back, but make it live up to what I knew it could be.

(1) Less Saccharine

(2) Still sweet but maybe a bit more salt.  I noticed a slight Trinity reference so I decided to embellish that. Which is hilarious, right? Here is am writing a silly, fun fic and I decide to go with fully making it a Trinity tag? Sure, why not.

(3) Fix up passive writing

(4) Really embellish more of the crazy fun. Add some fun mathematical descriptions to the pie fight to really bring the whole fic together.

I'm so proud of the result! 

Title: PI Day (2024 revision)

Silly, fun, season 2, Post-Trinity Fic.  Yes...fun and silly as a Trinity tag!  

Description: Atlantis celebrates Pi Day

Relationships: None, but can easily be read as John/Rodney so I let the reader choose. 

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I heavily expanded/revised an old 2007 fic, and I'm so excited by the finished product.  It's revisions like these that help me see how much I have grown as a writer. 

Title: Woman Warrior
Rating: Gen/Friendship

This gen fic sees Rodney and Teyla injured off world. It was written back when Teyla was still hiding her pregnancy and it imagines what if Rodney figured it out, while off world, and now desperate to protect Teyla. The feel of this fic is a bit different than my normal in that it's Teyla and Rodney both trying so hard to protect and support the other, but also completely failing to communicate.

So what needed fixing?

(1) When I first wrote this fic, the episodes were still airing and it was a race to beat the show to the next step. So if I wanted this not to be instant AU, I needed to post it before Teyla told anyone on the show. Several scenes weren't as well developed as I wanted and I definitely needed more time to develop the conflict between Rodney and Teyla.

(2) My world building needed some help and my bad guys were...well...not exactly developed. Motvations were unclear.

So what was revised/expanded?

(1) A lot more time with the infirmary scenes! I added a scene where Teyla and Rodney are upset and failing to understand the other. I feel this scene really brought the story together.

(2) I fixed up my bad guys and their motivations a little bit. Not a lot, but hopefully enough to make the scene come alive.

(3) I reconsidered some action scenes and moved them in different directions

The result is a story that is 40% longer than the original and I think richer as a result.
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I feel sometimes I’m mostly posting to the silence as most of fandom isn't on my dreamwidth, but I prefer this format for talking about my writing and the writing of others. I feel I can say so much more here than say tumblr or a short discord post. 

In general fandom has been a lot of fun. I have my current favorite authors and my fav authors still from
fandom of old.  I’m surprised how many gems I missed back in the day. I think I mostly stayed in a small, gen corner of fandom back then. Coming back has been a gold mine of so many good fics.

Speaking of good fics:

Not only did Tipper ([personal profile] tippergreen ) write a new sga fic that she just started posting, but she gifted it to me! So exciting!!!!!!

I’m really enjoying it so far. It’s a gen fic focused on Teyla and Rodney.
She’s posted 2 of the 4 chapters so far.

Title: The Bully and the Beast
Author: Tipper

Summary: After an incident with the Genii, Teyla learns a little bit more about Rodney, Carter and a little more about herself.

AO3 link
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Two things:

(1) NotTasha wrote a new story! And it’s soooooo good. I am seriously so excited seeing faces from fandom of old sticking their heads back in. I’ve heard from a few others that they are also writing some new stuff.

The new work is a sequel to another story and both are so good. We’re talking Rodney and music. Rodney with kids. Rodney with trauma. Like…..Gaaaaaah

Series Link: Nash Stories series by NotTasha


(2) I found this old story of mine that I lightly revised and migrated.  This one is also gen (no relationship).  I love how it’s Rodney in the infirmary but a quiet tone. He has a fever and feels awful, but there’s no crisis feel to any of it.  Nurse Cindy sits with him while his team is away on a rescue mission. Meanwhile, one of his scientists is traumatized and considering resigning.  

Candles in the Dark by Tazmy
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Tipper ( [personal profile] tippergreen  ) had the honor of reading the last segment of the It Could Have Started Like This Season One podfic project for [community profile] romancingmcshep  I can’t express how exciting it was to hear so many voices from writers I adore. There were so many strong readings and I felt connected to everyone as a part of this big project.

The series by dedkake takes an episode from each episode of Atlantis and imagines what if Rodney and John decided to finally admit their feelings in the given episode? The vignettes are so sweet and well loved, made even more awesome by this reading collaboration. Voices from all over the world participated, including many people I chat with or read stories from.


I read the episode 11 (The Eye) tag.



sgatazmy: Rodney with the word genius. (geinus)
 Well middle kiddo has covid and this week is going to prove interesting.  Apropos of my latest fic, she didn’t seem sick so I had my doubts...  Had she just read this?  I mean I only tested her because her older sister seemed really sick.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/53900692

This new fic is gen (no relationship) and a missing scene for The Shrine. It’s meant to be short and to the point (though I have been told I should expand on it in a sequel).  My ND friends say this one hits them hard as it is an experience we all share and when we watch The Shrine we know exactly what happened with Rodney going through the gate feeling off, because we have been there.

In fact, I think this fic is 15 years in the making despite only being 1000 words long. The first sentence came to me in the car and I had to pull over and make a voice memo!

I’ve gotten such interesting and strong feedback.  It doesn't have many hits for some reason but a 2:1 kudos rating currently suggests it is understood by many.  Someone even left a hilarious bookmark comment.

Cassiope25 and acrowb beta’d and their input was invaluable.  Cassiope25 made a cover and I did my podfic and written fic together combo I have been enjoying and hope makes it more accessible.

So here it is: https://archiveofourown.org/works/53900692

Always Fine written and read by Tazmy

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 I’ve been feeling overwhelmed by so many ideas lately.  I want to make a podfic of NotTasha’s Stupid Stuff and there are still three stories of mine I want to podfic because oddly I like listening to my own stories.  

I want to write so many things but I am limited on time! My brain is on overload. I will put them here to help me organize what I have been working on:

(1) a gen story where John and Rodney are passing notes to each other coded in math (using other bases, etc). I can actually do
math in other bases and Ancient Babylonian and Ancient Mayan. I can even decide on a math system for Wraith and Ancients.

(2) the sequel to More Cuddles, Less War Crimes where there are blanket forts ala Community.

(3) John realizes dating a member of his team is against the rules for a reason. 

(4) Remix of my old deleted story Deep Down Below (old fic) where I really build the Teyla & Rodney friendship and connection to music better. I’m a better writer now and I have some good ideas here.

(5) Revising my old story Victory or Death that ended up with a bad ending decades ago after a sad life event turned the story into a trigger for me. I can now go back and make it better, fix the lore, and finally give it the ending it deserves.  Maybe also add McShep or pre-relationship/ambiguous so it can be read as gen or not.  But I am really overwhelmed trying to piece it together.  I only have old emails with different versions of the story and no clear final drafts.

(6) AU to Miller’s Crossing where Rodney is facing criminal charges. This one is a long one with a detailed plot I’ve discussed with [personal profile] cassiope25

(7) Finish my WIP collaboration which is a tag to Adrift and deals with John having to address Rodney’s refusal to turn off the nanites.
 

 



sgatazmy: Rodney with the word genius. (geinus)
 I’m so excited for this podfic project where many of us from around the world are reading a story from dedkake’s SGA series “It  Could’ve Started Like This” for the [community profile] romancingmcshep  fest.  Tipper, Wonky Elk, melagan, Mas_Pebbles_Sharp, Itstartedwithalex, cassiope25, and so my others of my favorite authors/creators are taking part!  It’s going to be so awesome hearing the voices of people I know so well from fandom. Mine won’t be out for a bit but the first two podfics have been posted.

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